moving on

it's so unfair but nevermind. good to know that u're doing good and someone's around you.

it's good and i'm happy for that. happy cos i love u. will love u always.

im moving on. there must be someone else who can save me on this,kan? i gve up on love, on life, family, on everything. i wish there's someone.

sometime it lasts in luv but sometimes it hurts instead :)

aku redha dan dengan terbuka hatinya i let u go.

don't forget us. i love u soleil.

goodbye.

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people survive wars. people survive disasters. people survive pain. people survive sadness. people survive hurt. people survive people. so why wouldnt i, one of the people, survive this?

:)

hi. as ive told you, im missing you oredi now.

and i want you to keep this email.

1. i wont waste you. but there are times yg hang makan hati. thats part of the parcel of this relationship. but this wont be forever.

2. i love you and i still do think that i will marry you someday. maybe this sounds 'tettttt', but if i pray then this is part of my prayers. niat aku baik. God will help me. thats my faith.

3, you may have flaws, but generally and on normal days, you are the best girl ive ever met.

4. it may look easy, but if i let you go then it is the hardest thing. im good at hiding. thats why you dont notice many things. i really hope this wont happen.

5. sorry that not all the things go according to the plan. i dont control all things. but i think when i make promise i will do it someday. maybe on time, maybe a little late, maybe late. but ill do things i say.

again

i keep myself busy with things to do, but everytime i pause i still think of you.

and im here, again.


*feeling better now*

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it hurts missing someone that u knw are happy with someone else. it hurts to say gudbye to the person u almost gave ur life to. knowing that life wont be the same without them. but its better to give up the feeling. rather than to knw ur the only one fighting

it hurts so bad.

Good nite.

10 days

my attitude will always be based on how people treat me.
maybe am not gd enuff for u but i knw ill always be the best for the one who deserve me.

lovebird

After almost 10 minutes staring at this computer screen, I finally decided to write nothing. I think it would be better if I just keep all these thoughts in my mind.