Welcome Love :)

Hopefully we can make it this time.

I love you, loverboy.

27/1/11

what am i doing now?

i still have no clue. what im suppose to do.

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nothing hurts more than waiting since i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.

I miss the way we were back then

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."

I miss all those Kahlil Gibran thingy :)

I miss the time we spent together

I miss the way u used to hold me, the way u ran your fingers through my hair.

I miss the the way u told me u loved, the way it made me feel.

I miss receiving ur text after u sent me home, telling me that u miss me oredi :)

I miss how it made me feel when u said i was your favourite.

I miss the way we looked into each others eyes (even in mamak) as if the world had stopped and we were the only ones left on it. :P

I miss the way things used to be.

Its Tuesday. 5.28am.

Hello soleil..

I love u. I do love u so much. I love u more than anything in this world. Swear to god, i love u with all my heart.

I think i should let u go, but i dont know how. I dont know if i could let u go.

why still i take the risk when i already know whats the ending like..?

17 01 2011

Perasaan paling best tapi dalam masa yang sama sayu, ialah 17 januari 4.20pm.

Masa tu kat bilik bedah, the first person yang aku nampak dan aku senyum dan lambai lambai sambil terbaring ialah Mr soleil :)

He smiled at me and lambai-lambai :)

*lepas tu aku dah stone sampai wad*

Hey sayang, thanks for being with me all this while.

Kita gelak sama-sama, kita sembang macam macam, kita nangis, kita gaduh, kita cinta cinta, kita rindu rindu, kita gaduh lagi, gaduh lagi gaduh gaduh, sayang balik.. macam macam lah, dan akhirnya..

kita dah sampai tahap ni. Hari terakhir kesusahan dan permulaan satu hidup yang lain.

:) Terima kasih sayang, cinta.

sometimes

I feel empty and numb, like part of me has gone missing. It's been 7days, i'm missing something in me, im missing her i guess.

Hello its sunday!

You're so far away from me :(

I remember once, the first time we're far from each other. raya kot. Rindu sangat. Rasa rindu jauh ni lain,
hang cakap.

"aku lalu hiway nampak rumah hang, rindu :("
"tadi naik lift(masa nak amik kain pelekat) ada amoi bau perfume, exactly smell like u..rindu:("

Do u still feel the same now?

because i do.

I do miss you. I miss the old you. I missed all those feelings. Aku rindu hang bagitau aku hang rindu n sayang aku. text or call.

Rindu la.Tahu tak?

:)

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Hi,

I know things are not going well for u now, ur mood not okay. But I hope u be strong k? Just few days more and by next month u should be fine. Kau dah tempuh the past few months and not its the last month for u. Its ur last hurdle.

I am always with u. So if any I am all ears and ready to support u. I just want u to go thru this as smooth as we could and ur life be back to good afterwards.

I understand the pain and frustration ur going thru, but its just a bit more. Sikit je lagi so be patience n be strong k.

Yourself,
Sarah.

...

Ive got nowhere to run to.
nowhere to go.