you are still the first thing that came off my mind when i wake up..

I though that i was strong.

I wish i could hold you now. I wish i could touch u now. I wish i could talk to you now.

Im missing you. I cried so hard.

Just the thought of being with u tomorrow is enough to get me through today.

Thank you for walked away when Im most insecure and in a vulnerable state of mind. Most of all, I’d just like to thank you for giving me the opportunity to discover how love shouldn’t be. I’ve learned a lot. I wish I could start over, innocently and sweetly, and carry on as if I’ve never met you.

im hurt. i've tried to get over it. but failed.

Hey, i love u.

maybe, someday.

Loser? Am i?

something bad happened today.

















At least i know, Im not a loser.

i dont miss u ; i miss the person i thought u were.

I want u to know that despite everything that happened, i still think about the way it was in the beginning.

Ive decided to make myself strong.

Im sure, you're doing fine there.

The hardest thing

the hardest thing that I can do is to continue to love someone who can't be mine..

that's one thing i know..

Love.

i love the way u used to hug me. I love the way u used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way u held me and my heart.

I miss you..

.

Riding on these waves
Holding on to what you say
"Everything will be okay
it will work out one way"

But I’ve drifted way too far
my arms my legs have grown too tired
And could you be inspired, now I’m just tired

And on a swing you push me hard
So I’ll come back to where you are
And you know I’m never far
no decisions nothing hard