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Who would take me out for dinner or mamak even when the day has been tiring?
Who would walk with me, even when I am carrying an 'angel'?

Loverboy. My Ironman.

Iloveyou. :)

.proud.

I have never told you this.

But every single time I see you doing your music, even when I just walk besides you, holding your hands.

I can't help but to feel proud of you.

So, whatever you are doing or will be doing, remember that I am and will always be proud of you. And will always have your back.

Promise. :)

Good morning sunshine.

I love you. Infinity!

ok, u took the universe part. We draw :)

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when you know every single thing, from A to Z, you can't help yourself from being jealous.

Even when you tell yourself it's nothing. Even when the people you love tell you there's nothing to be worried about.

:'(

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I really do not have anything to say currently. But gatal nak taip. Bye

#1 Ironman

Thank you for being a part of my life :)

Shoe

I wish that for just one time you could stand inside my shoes and just for that one moment I could be you.

Yes, I wish that for just one time

fundamental art

Deep inside perkara yang sangat mencemaskan aku ialah tidak berjumpa sesiapa yang akan aku selesa not that I knew actually beginning untuk kenal new people is also equally interesting. I do not know whether one day I will end up being with somebody I feel most comfortable with. Or somebody yang make you grow up, I've yet to find out myself.

I tend to fall for someone that I feel comfortable with and ada apa orang kata, same value or needs. I'm a sucker for that. Maybe sebab tu aku selalu be dalam satu relationship untuk tempoh yang lama. It's susah sebenarnya kalau aku nak benci orang yang buat jahat dengan aku because kalau aku let somebody duduk lama dalam hidup aku means memang aku selesalah dengan orangnya. And I don't let just anybody.

I believe in working things out sampai dah tak boleh. Maybe juga because I'm sucker for comfort in a relationship, if you make me feel at home then I'll hold the person tight close to my heart. Doesn't matter on personality differences.Dia suka buli ke atau dia moody ke. Every single time I will always be the one yang belajar sayang orang yang sayang aku provided ada rasa you know like zzzzttt chemistry gitu. Dan aku akan berhenti sayang orang yang tak sayang aku. Just wanting my precious time.It could be to the point I neglected what I really want. Perhaps it shouldn't be like this kali ni.

Untuk start kenal balik orang, sometimes you rasa takut-takut but adapting to changes is fundamental. You need to do this to survive.

when a girl is ignoring you, it's when she needs you the most.

Unwanted Dreams

at night, i still have unwanted dreams. not exactly nightmares, cuma perkara yang aku tidak mahu lihat waktu tidur. untuk seseorang yang lebih kurang senang terpengaruh dengan mimpi, it's kind of unhealthy for me to be having the dreams. kadang-kadang, it goes on for weeks. situation lain-lain tapi always the same plot di mana pada hujung mimpi ada cue untuk reality kemudian baru aku terjaga. it never ended sweetly. always, always mimpi itu akan berpanjangan sampai part reality muncul.

"layankan aje."
"itu mainan perasaan. it's just you. itu semua past."

it's tiring to be getting this stuff which i don't need it at all. macam ditanya soalan yang sama berulang-kali, macam iklan raya Petronas where the boy kept asking, "burung apa?". mungkin aku sendiri yang invite the reality to come in my dreams where the situations were obviously surreal dan aku ada doubts about it. sort of the law of attractions. memang terang-terangan kau, aku tahu the solution. but it's easier said than done.

personally, aku rasa hope hanya buat kita lebih sengsara.
lebih sengsara.

My Ironman

Hello good influence. Thank you. Again. You saved me.

When you screwed up, start over!

Aku tunjuk gambar aku dua tahun lepas kat Intan. Reaksi dia, terlopong.

I knew myself that look haggard.

Mana pergi the youth kau tahu? And this isnt Dorian Gray much. Tak ada potrait nak galang ganti begitu.

Dibazirkan kerana sedih, malam malam tak mahu tidur, risau. It shows on your face.

Itu sebab aku decide untuk ingat perkara baik sahaja tentang everything. Like the other friend said, you were not like this back then. Give me back our you!

Aku secretly suka spice girl around the age of 12. The group was a hit and they came out with a perfume. Itu yang buat aku suka. The scent.

Ada satu ayat dia terngiang-ngiang.

"All you need is, positivity!"

Hell, yeah!