i'm fucken vulnerable, it's pathetic.
i fucken need to know, HOW MANY DAYS MORE until i go sane and normal and get myself straight and not all bengkok-bengkok and rasa crappy shit and not go whiny because nobody, NOBODY can actually stick around to listen to patheticness because whinings are a fucken waste of time.
i need to know the exact moment when these torturings are gonna stop.
it's fucken killing me already.
